Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Deep Blue Funk

A year ago, my uncle committed suicide. I've been really depressed thinking about it. Knowing that the anniversary of that date was coming really made it hard for me to resist my tendency to withdraw from the world. I don't like for people to see me when I'm depressed. I don't know. I feel like I have this obligation to be perpetually happy and, when I can't be, I feel really guilty which, you know, doesn't exactly help lift the depression at all.

No comments: