I went to the doctor yesterday and now I'm pretty upset. I was sure that I'd gained some weight. A while back, I put away the scale at home and decided to just stop tracking my weight. I didn't want to become obsessed with scale results because I know that would add to my stress and that would screw with my stomach which would jump start the intestinal problems.
Well, it didn't work. I've lost even more weight since the last time I saw this doctor. Even the temporary weight gain associated with my menstrual cycle didn't help. If she were to weigh me next week, I'd probably be even smaller.
It is so frustrating! I take the medicine they give me and I'll start to feel a little bit better but I never actually get better.